get off.

The lies, the deceit, the hiding will stop NOW.

becoming.

Red, red, red. The end.

how deep is your love?

First things first; I was suspended from school on Wednesday (February 18) for 'insubordination' from Ms. Cocks. Honestly, I'd love to be mature about this situation and say that I deserved it, but ... we all know that's not going to happen. FUCKETH YOUETH, MS. COCKS. She claims she saw me in the office, and we shared glances, then I skipped her class. Whomp whomp, trick. I went to Pre-Lims to take photos for Newspaper (since no one else was, apparently). Upon my return, I planned to explain to her the situation before our class period began. BUT NO. I was told to go to the office during C hour, then was informed of my suspension ... by Ms. Jackson. :|

Surely, you're kidding me. Not only was this a case of TRUANCY, but why am I being informed of my suspension by someone other than the person suspending me?! Especially someone as rude as she. It got absolutely ridiculous and my tolerance for unfunny ridiculousness is unbearably low. I'm released to go to lunch, then my other classes (including Cocks and Walker). I speak to my english teacher about the situation (Yes, Ms. Hyde is actually wonderful) and she encourages me to speak to Cocks in a calm manner. I try to find Cocks, to no avail, so I head to lunch. Ms. Jackson abrasively taps on my shoulder when I get there, and tells me to get my coat. ("YOU'SE GOIN' HOME. GETCHO COAT." was how it sounded.)

>_<

My blog completely broke here. Fuck my life.
I really want to be honest with you; completely express how I feel without there being negative repercussions. But that can't be. Nope, nope. I don't regret anything, even though I probably should ... hmph. Maybe that's a problem. Or the problem.
I'm working on being more honest. :)

How deep is your love, how deep is your love
I really need to learn
Because we're living in a world of fools, breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

dark, come soon.

I had written a paragraph about a 'friend'. Then I realized ... this friend may read this blog and be hurt by what I've said. Damn you, censorship.

Why the fuck is everyone trying to so hard to be 'weird'?!

miscommunication.

Sleep brings no relief
Blankets and sheets trap me
They cage the zzz's - the sheep
And I never wake up again.

dirty mind.

Ever feel like you've had an absolutely horrible day?
Ever feel like you're ten seconds away from tying a rope around your neck and jumping off of a chair?
I've got just the site for you!
http://fmylife.com
The website features daily horror stories that will surely make you realize how UNfucked up your day was! Or, it at least allows you to submit your tale so someone else could realize their day wasn't so bad. :)

Dexter and I read through a few of our older blog posts today!
I've come to the conclusion that I finish nothing I start. The only goal made that I even came remotely close to finishing was the set of nudes. Fuck my life.

Apparently, I've lost nearly thirty pounds since ninth grade.
Mikyah Latchkey doesn't like me.
Snowcoming is tomorrow and there WILL be photos taken.
I'm going blonde around the 13th.
Liza is going through an asshole stage that keeps bringing her closer and closer to the brink of death.

Hey people. Have you ever loved somebody so much that you can't believe it? So much that it scares you to think about your future with them. Shit, loves a crazy thang, but you gotta be glad that you got somebody on ya side to help smooth erythang out. Haha, oh life, oh love ... People will always try to stop a good thing. But fuck em, and what they think! That's what I say. Universe is Love, Dex Deez. P.S. I typed this on my blackberry, from my bathtub, like that one guy.

- Dexter Dale Dixon, Tuesday September 23.


One thing I don't understand: People who cheat on their significant other through a heaping portion of the relationship. One time isn't acceptable, but it is understandable. Humans become inebriated with the drink of lust and ... 'accidents' occur. But ... to cheat on someone for over almost as long as you two have been in a relationship? That's absolutely ridiculous. Why would you do that? In a relationship, it is assumed that you would never want to hurt your significant other. Yet, cheating on them for long stretches of time is the single most insulting thing you can do to someone (besides y'know ... murdering them and eating the body sauteed.) Eh, I digress.

pas de cheval.

Who could love me, I am out of my mind ... ?

I'm letting my hair grow back.
I don't know why I cut it in the first place.