Khloe Emmeline.
just came to a very troubling and disheartening conclusion about her life. Fuck it, like Thailand.
Many have asked what my status pertained to. It's just about how I view myself. Some people have the pleasure of looking in the mirror and loving what they see; walking out of the house on clouds that hover about the ground. I've never been that way, and after about thirty minutes, I realized ... I'll never be that way. I'm never going to look into the mirror and see someone beautiful, someone deserving of love. I'm never going to stop trying to lose that last five pounds. It's depressing to think of going the rest of my life without ever finding myself attractive. It seems like such a "teenage" problem. But, we live in a pretty shallow society where nearly everything is focused upon how you look. If you're cute, you can get discounts for movies. If you're a hot mamacita (LOL), you can get into the movies for free, and flirt your way out of speeding tickets.
Normally, I'd try and find some solution for this. But lately, it all seems like just another one of my many quirks.
Many have asked what my status pertained to. It's just about how I view myself. Some people have the pleasure of looking in the mirror and loving what they see; walking out of the house on clouds that hover about the ground. I've never been that way, and after about thirty minutes, I realized ... I'll never be that way. I'm never going to look into the mirror and see someone beautiful, someone deserving of love. I'm never going to stop trying to lose that last five pounds. It's depressing to think of going the rest of my life without ever finding myself attractive. It seems like such a "teenage" problem. But, we live in a pretty shallow society where nearly everything is focused upon how you look. If you're cute, you can get discounts for movies. If you're a hot mamacita (LOL), you can get into the movies for free, and flirt your way out of speeding tickets.
Normally, I'd try and find some solution for this. But lately, it all seems like just another one of my many quirks.
3 comments:
I love you, and every single one of your quirks.
Never say never, Khloe. Nothing is immune to change. And tomorrow is as uncertain as today is clear. Don't commit yourself to a life of dissatisfaction! You're only seventeen; I guarantee you you aren't going to feel the same way at 19, or 25, or 53.
POSH!
Girl, you gots swag, whether you see it or not.
So, for the sake of us all, hold out a little longer for your apparently tarded eyes to catch up to your brain (cuz I know you, at least, THINK you're beautiful) and what the rest of us see [giv/tayk] every mutha fucking dai.
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