ending of an era.

These are the notes I wrote to myself about my dream:

"My dream was about Dana and I being best friends, and we laughed it up and shit. Ibrahim threw up red [vomit]."

"We were in Mrs. Hyde's room and someone stole the grades. Philip threw up too, in the video."

I didn't write it down, but I remember being in the gym (St. Agatha's gym, to be specific) and for whatever reason, I felt like a whore. No one had treated me as such, but I just felt that way. I assume that something happened in my dream past that I either can't recall or didn't get to view. Anyway, we played basketball, and I remember the ball was too heavy for me to get into the hoop. So, I exchanged it for another and my gym teacher was Mr. Hudson. I got a much lighter ball, and every shot I made went in. Then I went to sit down, and a guy complimented me on my stomach. He told me it was nice, and one of the most toned stomachs he'd ever seen. But when I looked down, it was gelatinous ... bulbous, unattractive. And I asked him if he was making fun of me. He vehemently said no, but it was too late: I was self conscious and I thought he was making fun of me.

Fade out.

There was a second part of the dream, and I was at Renaissance. We were in Mr. Hudson's Physics class and Dana and I were extremely close. Close enough to touch each other when joking around, and we were laughing. Truly enjoying each other's company.

Then Mr. Hudson puts on a video of the football players, apparently at a game. [I assume because they had on their uniforms] But instead of them playing football in the video, they were all throwing up. And Ibrahim's vomit was completely red, and it flowed nearly like lava.

I don't remember the transition, but we ended up being in Ms. Hyde's class. Someone had stolen the grades, so the entire room was in pandemonium. Everyone was standing around, and there was pure chaos. For whatever reason, Philip Norris was in there. And just like in the video, he threw up in the classroom. His vomit was green. The disturbing part though, was that someone had made a comment about how Victoria wouldn't kiss him [since he had thrown up], but then his tongue 'unravelled' from his mouth and was inches down from his face, and Victoria's tongue did the same. Then they started making out. And I woke up.

Hm.

To see others vomiting in your dream, signifies false pretenses of people who try to take advantage of you.

To dream that you are fat, signifies a fortunate change in your life or you may be overindulgent. A more literal interpretation of this dream is your fears of gaining weight. You have an skewed perception of your own image which may stem from low self-esteem.