my moon, my man.

I finally got my charger tips today, so I have regular access to the internets again! ^_^
The downside was that I restarted my Toppy improperly and in a janked fashion, so I lost all of my music. It's not really "lost" I suppose. My iTunes just completely blanked out, lol. So, I had to put all of the music that I have currently on my laptop (and that I was in the process of downloading) into my "new" library. Along the way, I took suggestions from people on what to download. Unsurprsingly, I loved most of it. Somehow, that loved list doesn't include Ashanti's CD, though ... lmao.

But, upon finding the majority of my music, I delved into a moment of self-reflection.
The majority of that music wasn't a representation of what I liked anymore.
It was mostly "9th grade music" that I downloaded in the hopes that I could go to a party and be "cool" or some of the music from when I was forcing myself to like Bow Wow / rap in general. Don't get me wrong, I like all kinds of music, but rap isn't .... "my" genre. Everyone has a genre that they enjoy the most, and that the majority of their favorite bands fall under. Mine isn't rap, bottom line!
So ... why did I force myself to like music that I wasn't into? I don't know anymore.
I'll just say now: I'm proud of the person that I'm growing in to. Sure, I'm a little bit cockier and maybe a bit more bitchy, but guess WHAT: It's called a personality. I'd rather be taken seriously than walked over because people considered me meek. Perfect example: People may say Constance is a bitch, but she's SRS BZNZ. No one doubts her intelligence or her capabilities. Now .... Chloe Robinson ... lmfao. Totally different story. I really did just laugh at that parallel.

Kieona says I should model.
HA.
I'm 5'0 with giant boobs, no ass, thick thighs, amazing legs, and I'm most comfortable in chucks.
I don't match, I like a lot of hairstyles, and most of all: I'm not mixed!
All of those scream: "MODEL, JOO?! HA!"

:)