Thursday, August 7

free falling.

I get frustrated easily.

My mastery of self-analysis and self-reflection leads me to have melt downs often.

People who don't speak their minds work on my nerves.

I could easily pass for a bisexual girl, or a lesbian. Easy.

Never would I wish death upon someone, but sometimes I wish my dad wasn't "here" so I'd have no choice but to move on.

When people mistake me for other races, it irritates me for whatever reason.

Beauty standards and perception of 'attraction', if introduced as a topic, could make me vent for hours.

Honestly, I believe that I have a beautiful voice. It's deeper and I sound like a man sometimes (usually when I first wake up), but I can easily project foreign accents. ^_^

If I say 'lol', I really laughed. If I say 'lmao', I laughed harder. If I say 'jrbhkredwkfrnhe', I can not breathe from laughing and need medical attention immegitly.

Being a nicer person is .... odd. When people are 'rude', I notice it now. & I wonder if that's exactly how I am / trying not to be?

Cookies, waffles, pineapples, snickers, and milk are some of the few things I eat.

I do not enjoy eating. If we could survive without ever eating, I never would. I just do not enjoy the feeling of eating.

If I can't find something I use regularly, I am prone to crying and will not go to sleep until I find it. (Ask India. I lost my favorite brush once, and I sat in the house crying about how I'd never see her again.)

Me thinks I was a philosopher in a past life. Or a terrorist.

I love makeup and cutting my hair (and changing my hairstyles) because I think it's great when people come up to me and say "I saw you a week or two ago and you look so different!" It puts a smile on my face. Speaking of which, I've been practicing a mohawk. & I plan on wearing wigs to school. Get hip. Not like me. Just hip.

I want another tattoo. One across my wrist (bonding tat) and I now want one done across the back of my neck, that reads "man on the moon". That song means so much to me. You just don't know.
I still want a brain half behind each of my ears, too.

& Now I am off to find my pencils to draw and to color.




1 comment:

daphne bee. said...

You are a lesbian .
Pineapples are DELICIOUS .
Don`t let anyone make out with your tatted ear, either .