Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements?
Even if ittttt leads nowhere?
Lol, yeah, that song is beautiful.
I sing it wherever I go. It makes me happy, as irrational as that is.
I have a LOT to talk about.... I'm just curious if I'm going to say it all.
FIRST AND FOREMOST: I am going to do a very bad thing for a very good reason.
I rarely do something that I feel is 100% morally wrong, and that I wouldn't be able to accept later.
I'm going to do SOMETHING that I'm going to have no serious regrets about, aside from it being yet another barrier to talking to my mum. Whatever, she'll be aight.
So, back to the regularly scheduled blog... On Sunday, we (meaning me, Dex and Keeler; yes Dex. I was sort of beginning to think we'd never see each other in person, but Sunday restored my "faith", I suppose.) went to the Art Festival that was Downtown. It's always fun seeing how others perceive 'art' (to me, at least). But, it was HOT. AS. FUCK. Global warming is really starting to rape my ass right about now. I felt like I was melting / gonna pass out, so we left kinda early. Then, we went to McDonalds, AND IT STARTS FUCKING STORMING/TORNADO`ING. (I know that's not a word.) Seriously, mother nature?!
I can't say anything besides how happy I am and glad that it wasn't awkward. I was afraid everyone was just going to be silent the entire time. (which we kinda were at first, ha)
Then today, I saw my friends graduate. I don't know why, but it just doesn't feel real! It doesn't feel like one of my best friends is about to move to Connecticut. It hasn't quite hit me yet that I won't have anyone to go on those fun adventures in the city with next year...geeesh. When they called Felicia and Philip, I cried. I thought I was going to be able to hold it back, but, I started clapping and the tears broke through. I miss Phil so much. I don't even feel like I was a good enough friend to him when he was here. I could've done so much more... I can't even articulate how I feel. I love you, Phil. Seriously. Heaven got a GREAT one.
After graduation, we stopped by Fuddruckers to eat. Their food seems nasty and GIANT, so I didn't eat. Although I hear their shakes are delish. Tyus was there! That's cool since I haven't seen him since when? Icebreaker?! GEEZ! He looked nice in his Dolce & Gabbana glasses and his suit. Yessir.
So, after all that, I headed over to my friend India's house, because I haven't seen her in like a week (for normal people, that probably isn't a long time, but she's like my sister). After us melting for a bit, Matty (a guy who's trying to talk to her) comes to pick us up and take us out for ice cream. He's cool, but he's no Dino! Key had me DYING laughing in the back of the car! I COULD NOT BREATHE. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY WE WERE LAUGHING SO MUCH! *I feel like Kyle for being so confused. Lmao, speaking of which, we tried to convince him that his birthday was today* Juan came with us to get ice cream, and he keeps telling India how much he wants to talk to me.
& I feel like that's a LAUGH. He doesn't even KNOW me ; barely knows OF me!
Just because you know an attractive (I sound cocky. Far from it.) female doesn't mean that you MUST talk to them.
Plus, I don't quite know how to explain to him that I like someone else ... a lot more than he'll be able to understand, lol. And I'm 10 times more willing to try with that person more than I'm willing to try with someone else right now.
This shit is LONG.
:D
D:
Even if ittttt leads nowhere?
Lol, yeah, that song is beautiful.
I sing it wherever I go. It makes me happy, as irrational as that is.
I have a LOT to talk about.... I'm just curious if I'm going to say it all.
FIRST AND FOREMOST: I am going to do a very bad thing for a very good reason.
I rarely do something that I feel is 100% morally wrong, and that I wouldn't be able to accept later.
I'm going to do SOMETHING that I'm going to have no serious regrets about, aside from it being yet another barrier to talking to my mum. Whatever, she'll be aight.
So, back to the regularly scheduled blog... On Sunday, we (meaning me, Dex and Keeler; yes Dex. I was sort of beginning to think we'd never see each other in person, but Sunday restored my "faith", I suppose.) went to the Art Festival that was Downtown. It's always fun seeing how others perceive 'art' (to me, at least). But, it was HOT. AS. FUCK. Global warming is really starting to rape my ass right about now. I felt like I was melting / gonna pass out, so we left kinda early. Then, we went to McDonalds, AND IT STARTS FUCKING STORMING/TORNADO`ING. (I know that's not a word.) Seriously, mother nature?!
I can't say anything besides how happy I am and glad that it wasn't awkward. I was afraid everyone was just going to be silent the entire time. (which we kinda were at first, ha)
Then today, I saw my friends graduate. I don't know why, but it just doesn't feel real! It doesn't feel like one of my best friends is about to move to Connecticut. It hasn't quite hit me yet that I won't have anyone to go on those fun adventures in the city with next year...geeesh. When they called Felicia and Philip, I cried. I thought I was going to be able to hold it back, but, I started clapping and the tears broke through. I miss Phil so much. I don't even feel like I was a good enough friend to him when he was here. I could've done so much more... I can't even articulate how I feel. I love you, Phil. Seriously. Heaven got a GREAT one.
After graduation, we stopped by Fuddruckers to eat. Their food seems nasty and GIANT, so I didn't eat. Although I hear their shakes are delish. Tyus was there! That's cool since I haven't seen him since when? Icebreaker?! GEEZ! He looked nice in his Dolce & Gabbana glasses and his suit. Yessir.
So, after all that, I headed over to my friend India's house, because I haven't seen her in like a week (for normal people, that probably isn't a long time, but she's like my sister). After us melting for a bit, Matty (a guy who's trying to talk to her) comes to pick us up and take us out for ice cream. He's cool, but he's no Dino! Key had me DYING laughing in the back of the car! I COULD NOT BREATHE. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY WE WERE LAUGHING SO MUCH! *I feel like Kyle for being so confused. Lmao, speaking of which, we tried to convince him that his birthday was today* Juan came with us to get ice cream, and he keeps telling India how much he wants to talk to me.
& I feel like that's a LAUGH. He doesn't even KNOW me ; barely knows OF me!
Just because you know an attractive (I sound cocky. Far from it.) female doesn't mean that you MUST talk to them.
Plus, I don't quite know how to explain to him that I like someone else ... a lot more than he'll be able to understand, lol. And I'm 10 times more willing to try with that person more than I'm willing to try with someone else right now.
This shit is LONG.
:D
D:
6 comments:
I have a feeling I`m going to be writing you and Dex a song, in the near future. This is all a part of my singing/dancing/play writing company that I`ve planned for this summer! HAH!
Anymew. Remember teh nigras who tried to talk to us today! Shit be creepy! & I can`t believe Keeler`s slow self graduated, either. I love him dearly, but for some reason I think someone is going to slip him some kind of date rape drug on his first night at Yale. [ sigh ] & I`m not sure how we`re going to break the news to Juan, because he is ADAMANT about hittin` dem draws. Lmfao. Ok. I`m lying. I`m not sure if he wants to 'hit dem draws' or not, but he`s really nice! =)
So yessums, massah.
& I`m still working on my mom letting you go. EYEEEEEE`M even trying to go, just so you can. I swear, you guys won`t even know that I`m there! [ eyes widen ] I swearrr.
& I don`t think Matt wants to talk to me. You know, there`s a guy`s guidelines where you can`t talk to their ex-crush .. ? Does that really imply to guys? Hmph. Well all I know is that I got some FREE ICEEE CREEEEAAAMM!! [says that in the tone of bummmm figgghttttsss! ] But he`s cool. Like, chill on a hot ass Monday kind of cool. Ah shit. I`m cracking up over here. & you failed to mention YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAWWWW!!!
Ahkay, is this long enough? My hands are getting tired. =)
YEEAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
& You've caused a problem.
I think I'll talk to Juan for the free ice cream.
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
ahhaha im causing madd trouble!
shit wasnt that long ho'
i was gonna come to the art festival [DINO INVITED MEH] but it rained, and i melt in the rain lol
-neva loggin in
awh lookit you `spressin` emotions and shit
and although he wont see this ...
hi dex !!
lol
yea i wanted to go to the graduation but im glad that they did they for phil and felisha. they r missed..R.I.P to both
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